A 7-day pilgrimage through the sacred landscapes of your body and the Cathar lands.
Rediscover your intimate gateways of vitality, sexuality, creativity and connection.
There are moments in life when we know something is missing.
Not because we lack knowledge.
But because we have lost relationship.
Relationship with our body.
Our pleasure.
Our vitality.
Our inner compass.
Perhaps you’ve spent years growing…
Yet still feel disconnected from your pelvis.
From intimacy.
From your creative fire.
From your deepest yes.
This retreat begins there.
What if your body remembers?
Most of us have learned anatomy.
We know the names of our intimate organs. Their reproductive function. How hormones fluctuate.
But almost nobody teaches us how to enter into relationship with the places within us that have carried joy, grief, birth, desire, shame, creativity, love and loss.
Many of us have become strangers to our own deep bodies.
Disconnected from our pelvis. Disconnected from pleasure. Disconnected from intuition.
Disconnected from the immense intelligence that lives beneath thinking.
Yet the body never forgets. It patiently waits.
Waiting for the moment we are ready to come home.
This retreat is your home coming.
What Are The Grail Gates?
The human body is more than a physical structure.
It is also an energetic landscape. An emotional landscape.
Most people are familiar with the seven chakras that extend from the base of the spine to the crown of the head.
Yet far fewer people know that our intimate anatomy also contains powerful energetic gateways.
For women, these include the clitoris, the vulva, the G-spot, the cervix, the womb and the ovaries.
For men, they include the glans, the shaft and root of the lingam, the prostate and the testicles.
These are not simply anatomical structures. They are subtle energy centers and emotional centers.
Places where vitality, creativity, intimacy and life itself enter our experience.
Places where love has been received. And where love has been lost.
Places where pleasure has awakened. And where pain has been stored.
Places where memories are often held—not only in the mind, but in the body itself.
When we begin listening to these gateways with tenderness instead of judgement, something extraordinary begins to happen.
Life begins to move again.
Read more about the Grail Gates here
We Journey Through the 8 Grail Gates
The Grail Gates are an initiatory path through eight sacred gateways within the pelvic bowl, inspired by the pioneering work of Seren Bertrand and Azra Bertrand.
Just as the body holds chakras, the womb and the hara (=pelvic bowl for men) also contain subtle centres of awareness. We call them Grail Gates.
Each gate is connected to a real anatomical part of the body: richly supplied with nerves, deeply influenced by our hormones, and closely connected to the nervous system.
Yet these gates are much more than anatomy.
Each gate corresponds to a physical, emotional, and archetypal aspect of your being:
- Yoni lips / Head of lingam – Threshold of safety and welcome
- G-spot / Base of lingam – Inner magnetism and emotional receptivity
- Cervix / Prostate – Depth, presence, and truth
- Base of womb / Hara – Rootedness, ancestral belonging, Earth body
- Right ovary / testicle – Creative will, sacred fire
- Top of womb / hara – Air, higher perspective, soul insight
- Left ovary / testicle – Water, feeling, flow
- Centerpoint – Cosmic womb/hara, the zero point of union
Each gate carries its own qualities, gifts and wisdom, while also holding memories, pain and patterns that may be ready to be seen, felt and gently transformed.
As we bring compassionate awareness to these often-forgotten places, something begins to shift. The body remembers. Connection is restored.
What once felt numb, disconnected or out of reach can gradually awaken into greater vitality, intimacy, creativity and presence.
During the retreat, we reconnect to these gates through meditation, shamanic journeying, ritual, breath, movement, dance, shadow work, constellation…
This is not tantric or sexualized work, but rather deep somatic and soul-level healing.
“There is an ancient pathway to the power of the Womb; it is the most sacred pilgrimage a human being can take.”
During the retreat, we reconnect to these gates through meditation, shamanic journeying, ritual, breath, movement medicine, dance, shadow work, constellations…
This is not tantric or sexualized work, but rather deep somatic and soul-level healing.
When these gateways awaken…
People often imagine healing as fixing something that is broken.
But perhaps some parts of you have simply been waiting to be seen.
As these intimate gateways begin to awaken, you experience:
- a deeper sense of belonging within their own body
- greater vitality and life force
- increased emotional resilience
- renewed creativity
- more fulfilling intimacy and sexuality
- deeper trust in intuition
- greater presence
- a stronger connection with the womb or hara
- a feeling of becoming whole again.
This retreat is about reconnecting the dots:
Between your mind and your body,
your emotions and your life force energy
The Land Mirrors the Body
What makes this retreat truly unique is that the Grail Gates are explored not only within the body, but also through a living dialogue with the sacred landscape of the Cathar lands.
Throughout the week, we journey to ancient springs, forests, mountains and sacred sites such as Rennes-les-Bains, Rennes-le-Château, Pech Cardou and Bugarach. These are not simply beautiful places to visit. They become companions in the work—mirrors that invite reflection, silence and deeper listening.
As we explore each Grail Gate, the landscape offers its own wisdom. Time and again, participants discover that insights arise naturally, emotions soften, and something begins to move that could never have been planned.
This is the essence of pilgrimage: allowing the outer journey to illuminate the inner one.
The land becomes your mirror.
Your body becomes your compass.
And every step becomes part of the healing.
Every day the landscape becomes one of your teachers.
The mountain may bring a higher perspective.
The water may soften what has become rigid.
Ancient stones become witnesses to your transformation.
This is not sightseeing.
It is pilgrimage.
With Mary Magdalene as Guide
Mary Magdalene represents a spirituality that is not separate from the body, but lived through it.
A path where love and truth are inseparable.
Where devotion does not ask us to reject our humanity, but to embrace it more fully.
Throughout the retreat, Mary Magdalene accompanies us as a guide and companion on the Grail path. Not because we seek to imitate her, but because her story continues to invite us into a deeper relationship with ourselves, with the Earth, and with the mystery of life.
In the legendary Cathar lands of Southern France, her memory is woven into the landscape itself. Springs, caves, mountains and ancient chapels carry stories that have drawn pilgrims for generations.
As we walk these ancient paths, Mary Magdalene becomes more than a figure from the past.
She becomes a living invitation.
To reclaim the wisdom of the body.
To honour love as a path of transformation.
To unite strength with tenderness.
To remember that the Grail is not something we seek outside ourselves, but something we awaken within.
Mary Magdalene reminds us that spirituality does not ask us to leave the body.
She asks us to enter it more fully.
She embodies the path where love and truth become one.
Who is this for?
This retreat may speak to you if you long to…
- feel fully alive in your body again
- reconnect with your womb or hara
- heal your relationship with intimacy and sexuality
- deepen your spiritual path through embodiment
- explore the wisdom of Mary Magdalene and the Grail tradition
- experience sacred sites in an intimate and meaningful way
- reconnect with Nature as a living intelligence
- remember that your body is not an obstacle to spirituality…
…it is one of its greatest teachers.
What You Will Experience
- Activations for each gate through breath, meditation, shamanic journeying, movement, sharing and deep presence
- Constellation work to integrate shadow, ancestral themes, and soul memory
- Rituals at sacred sites aligned with each gate and element
- Circles for men and women, and shared practices for sacred polarity
- A space of depth, reverence, and safety—no forced vulnerability or eroticized practice
- Integration of trauma-informed tools with mystical lineage wisdom
- The ground for true sacred sensuality to unfold—gently, honestly, and authentically
This retreat might not be for you if you
- are not comfortable sharing in a vulnerable, honest way
- do not like guided meditations, shamanic journeys and inner process work
- do not want to step out of your comfort zone and meet your resistance as a portal to healing
- project your challenges onto others
- expect a ‘masculine’ type of leadership that emphasizes external authority and structure
- are looking for a tantra approach
- if your physical condition does not allow moderate walks
Imagine leaving France…
…feeling your feet on the Earth differently.
Feeling your pelvis alive.
Walking with more softness.
Speaking with more truth.
Feeling your body as an ally instead of a problem to solve.
Returning home carrying not only memories…
…but a completely different relationship with yourself.
Testimonials
Hi Mieke, just wanted to a huge thanks for holding the energy and sacred space on the most amazing retreat. I’m still in cloud 9 and very much still embodied.
More pictures from the Retreat
Meet Your Guides
Hello, I’m Mieke Anthuenis.
For over twenty years, I have devoted my life to exploring the meeting place between body, spirit and the living Earth. My work brings together womb and hara wisdom, shamanic healing, embodiment, and the ancient traditions that remind us we are part of a greater web of life.
My path has been deeply shaped by years of study with Indigenous teachers in Peru and Colombia, as well as training in Core Shamanism (in the lineage of Michael Harner), Womb Shamanism, Moon Mother® work, vaginal steam therapy and Eastern bodywork. These teachings have shown me that healing is never simply about the individual—it is about restoring relationship: with our bodies, with Nature, with one another, and with the sacred.
Since 2022, I have been walking and listening to the sacred landscape of the Cathar lands in Southern France. Places such as Rennes-les-Bains, Rennes-le-Château, Pech Cardou and Bugarach have become living teachers and trusted companions in my own journey. Guiding pilgrimages through these lands is one of the greatest privileges of my work.
I am deeply honoured to walk this pilgrimage alongside you.
Hello, my name is Stephanie.
For much of my life, I have been fascinated by the mystery of what lies beneath the surface—our stories, our emotions, our longings, and the wisdom that quietly lives within the body. My own journey has been one of learning to listen more deeply: to myself, to others, and to the subtle movements of life that invite us into healing and wholeness.
In my work as a counsellor, I support people in exploring their inner worlds with greater awareness, compassion, and authenticity. Over the years, I have been drawn to practices that bring us out of the mind and into direct experience, where healing can arise naturally from connection, presence, and embodied awareness.
At this retreat, I will be supporting the space through Family and Systemic Constellations and Movement Medicine. These are practices that I love deeply because they help us access what words alone cannot reach. Through movement, we can hear the voice of the body. Through constellations, we can begin to see the larger stories, patterns, and relationships that shape our lives. Together, they offer a gentle yet powerful invitation to reconnect with ourselves, our lineage, our essence, and the wisdom we already carry within.
What matters most to me is creating a space where people feel safe to be exactly as they are. A space where there is no pressure to perform, heal, or become anything different. A space where curiosity is welcomed, where tears and laughter are equally honoured, and where each person’s journey unfolds in its own unique way. I believe that healing happens when we feel deeply met—by ourselves, by others, and by the wisdom that emerges when we slow down enough to listen and to remember who we have always been beneath the layers of conditioning, expectation, and protection.
It is a privilege to hold space for that remembering and to share this journey with you.
Qi Gong at sunrise
During the Journey Through the Grail Gates Retreat, Tom Indekeu will guide early morning Qi Gong sessions focusing on the hara — the lower dan tien, center of grounding, vitality, and inner strength.
A priceless complement to the deep work with the womb and hara, these practices awaken presence in the body and attune the masculine and feminine currents within.
Beginning each day in stillness and movement — rooted, centered, alive.
Tom Indekeu is also the owner of the marvellous venue where we will stay!
Our Venue
Let the images speak for themselves…
Dates & Investment
31 oct- 6 nov.
7 days / 6 nights | All meals + lodging included
€1.699
Payment plans available
What’s included:
- 7 days/5 nights in a double or triple room in a beautiful retreat center in the Cathar region
- Daily guided meditation, healing & activation, embodiment sessions (powerful inner journeys)
- Ceremonies and rituals
- Guided visits to powerful sites related to Mary Magdalene and the Grail Gates
- All meals included (highly nourishing, organic, low-gluten, vegetarian meals)
- Group transportation for all sacred site visits
- A supportive and intimate circle of sisters and brothers
What’s NOT included
- Travel costs to and from the retreat location (nearest airport: Toulouse)
- Personal expenses & extra activities outside the program
- Optional 1:1 womb healing sessions (available at an additional cost)
Limited spots available – claim your place in this sacred circle!
Cancellation policy
Let’s Connect Before You Book
Because this retreat is a profound and intimate journey, we invite each participant to have a short personal call with us before confirming their booking.
This conversation allows us to:
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Feel together if this retreat is truly aligned for you right now
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Answer any questions you may have
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Ensure you feel fully supported before saying yes to the journey
